the day for my nation...

i was glued to the TV since 8pm on sat till 2 plus am...all because of her future. sitting in front of the Tv looking at the screen for the results while discussing the possibilities with my family excites me much. Honestly, i have never been so excited about the result b4. In fact, one of our relatives even contest for the seat. lol...
.. However, hours jus passed by and to my disappointment i saw the percentage of one third keeps increasing and the seats were lost one by one.
What will happen in the future? no one knows..in my heart, i was angry and at the same time prayed that Lord, let your will be done in this nation. I jus dun wan the economy to grow worse Lord.. my heart jus sank...and i was reminded that as a citizen, did i pray for this nation ? did i do my part as a citizen ? i became more upset.....

finally at 2 plus, when state by state jus fell away.. seats were lost one by one... hearing the results being announced jus make me more upset and disappointed. me n my sis were constantly looking at the website for updated news and we know that it is for real... this time round is really the truth..
its becoming worse each minute..

im still affected by this result. hearing ppl talk about it and looking at wat was reported on the newspaper.. jus affects me.
Some may think that why am i taking this issue so personally...
bcos I want God's will for her. my heart jus ache for my leader and exleader. Looking at their disappointed face on e Tv jus .hmm......dunno how to describe it anymore.

since it is a fact le, i pray that God will turn things around and make things happened for the good of those who love him. May He bless us with good leaders, someone who love the people and do his best for the people and not for other purposes. May His hand always be upon her.

For my relative.. hmm.I pray that circumstances will be orchaestrated in a way that His glory will be revealed and all pride and worldly wealth be stripped away. Only Your truth shall prevail.